Saturday, August 8th

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Hello again… it’s been a while since you’ve heard from me.

Somehow, I just wasn’t really in the mood for writing.

But actually, I’ve had some really wonderful moments with you in the meantime!

Going to the Spheres with you to see the corpse flower was so, so amazing! It felt incredibly special to share that moment with you. Thank you!!

And today, apparently, it was already time for the next plant event 😅

We went to PlantCon together!

I really enjoyed doing these “normal” things with you. It felt genuinely so nice. And of course, I also love seeing you in your element — seeing how passionate you are about it and how excited you get.

And then tonight, we ended up back at your place, which is actually where I just came home from.

Omg, I had so much fun with you today and enjoyed every second of it — including your finger in my ass 😋

I wish I could have stayed, but I didn’t want to bring that subject up again because I have this feeling that maybe you wouldn’t really be comfortable with it… It just made me wonder because you brought it up again last weekend.

This song made me think of us today — “Daylight” by David Kushner.

“Oh, I love it and I hate it at the same time

You and I drink the poison from the same vine

Oh, I love it and I hate it at the same time

Hidin’ all of our sins from the daylight

From the daylight, runnin’ from the daylight

From the daylight, runnin’ from the daylight

Oh, I love it and I hate it at the same time”