Hello again!
I just got home from seeing you. And I honestly don’t know how you do it, but somehow you manage to raise the bar every single time.
The chemistry we share is just insane, and it gives me such an incredible high!
And I still can’t believe I took your virginity… well, at least one of them, lol.
But I think I need to explain again what I was trying to tell you earlier, because I don’t think I expressed myself very well.
Honestly, it’s none of my business, and I don’t see myself as being in a position where I have any right to tell you what to do.
What I was trying to say is that you have to figure out for yourself what truly makes you happy.
Because completely independent of me and whatever there is between us — you’re not happy right now.
I would never try to take away from the fact that you love her more than anything and that you don’t want to hurt her. Maybe part of you is even afraid that she might do something stupid if you did.
But in my eyes, continuing to live your life like this doesn’t make sense. Especially if you want to start a family someday.
Because what is actually going to change?
More than anything, I just want you to live your life in a way where you won’t look back one day and regret the things you were too afraid to do.
